It was Rakhi yesterday so I went to one of my cousins houses to tie the lakrakhi (sp?) on his wrist. I couldn't go to the other two cousins cos they live a bit far away. If you wondering what Rakhi is don't ask me because I'm not good at explaining things lol but someone else might explain it to you.
Did anyone watched this year's MTV Video Music Awards 2004? I thought it was great I think the best year in a long time for the VMAs. And yay! Jennifer Lopez presented Usher :). Though it seemed massive this year which made the all set and audience better there weren't much celebrities you could see around there.
Only 1 week left till college starts all over again :( I'm seriously not looking forward to at all. I hope my new tutor will let me change one of my subjects if the spaces are not all taken for ICT. I hope not anyway :/.
I opened up a new fanlisting for Antonia Bandera's character in 'The Mask of Zorro' click here. I updated some pages on 'Girl' section' as well as adding 2 links in 'bloggers I admire' and 'dailies' on the right hand side.
Thanks to the commenters: Bablu, Ken and Hugo. M y replies in comment box
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Okay we were suppose to go the party after 8pm when we closed our shop but because our people carrier car was in garage for a new engine and they said it would take half an hour to bring the car back to our house....we were waiting and waiting since 8pm. I told mum we might as well not go but dad says no (argh I can't always get my own way :p)....yeah well they came 9.30pm!!....so yeah that was late but we still went.
The party finished at 10.45pm lol so we didn't really stay long.The party was alright but my close family seemed really bored so my 3 cousins (all male) went out clubbing!!! can you believe that?! I think they came back at 1am-ish, so it must have been a rush today for them because they all had to set off in the coach (me and dad didn't go to wedding - have to take care of shop and well I didn't wanna go) at 6.30am so they must still be half-asleep lol....if ya wondering why they are going in a coach, they are going to the bride's location where she lives and that's where they get married and then couple of days later the bride will go with her husband back to his location and live there.
And this is what I'm scared of because I don't wanna live away from mum and dad lol :p ....I think it's because I don't interact with others as much as I do with my mum and dad and since I'm an only child I like living with my parents.
The party finished at 10.45pm lol so we didn't really stay long.The party was alright but my close family seemed really bored so my 3 cousins (all male) went out clubbing!!! can you believe that?! I think they came back at 1am-ish, so it must have been a rush today for them because they all had to set off in the coach (me and dad didn't go to wedding - have to take care of shop and well I didn't wanna go) at 6.30am so they must still be half-asleep lol....if ya wondering why they are going in a coach, they are going to the bride's location where she lives and that's where they get married and then couple of days later the bride will go with her husband back to his location and live there.
And this is what I'm scared of because I don't wanna live away from mum and dad lol :p ....I think it's because I don't interact with others as much as I do with my mum and dad and since I'm an only child I like living with my parents.
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Going to a party tonight because the groom is getting married tomorrow. I don't feel like going but I have to, I don't even know them properly. It's my mum's cousin's son who is getting married. Yup I'm a kinda selfish person not wanting to go but I don't even really talk to my relatives much I'm too shy with them as well! but then I'm glad I'm going to mum's side family because they seem more nicer unlike dad's side family who are selfish (but I don't mean all of them, dad's brother and his unit are really really cool - I get along really fine with them cousins) and no matter what they are always asking money from us. Just because we own an off-license shop they think we have millions they don't realise that we haven't got lot of money. That's what really gets me mad seriously. And another thing they never say thankyou or give money back! it's stupid. Need to find a suit to wear now probably trouser (Indian clothes) suit - I've got loads but never wear!
Watched 'Welcome To The Jungle' aka 'The Rundown' (USA title) on DVD last night starring The Rock and Seann William Scott and it's really funny actually but seems quite short though. Also watched the 'Battle Royale II', it's really good but not better than the first one - first one is a classic!
Been trying to shorten my magazine piles in the storage box and it's only half the size now :). Except there's about 3 boxes that need to be taken downstairs but goddamn it's heavy with those magazines! lol even dad can't pick them up :p. So my only solution is to let the boxes slide down the stairs as long as the boxes don't open up :p.........I've even starting revising today for January!! lol you might be thinking what?! but I'm trying to keep all the subjects info in my head so I can succeed much better results than this year - I think I did quite badly this year because of those Plonkers who were still here when I was revising and when I was doing exams so I really couldn't concentrate much. I just hope mum and dad don't let anyone stay in our house for long time because it stresses me out big time and I don't get any privacy :/
Thanks! to Hugo for commenting :).
Watched 'Welcome To The Jungle' aka 'The Rundown' (USA title) on DVD last night starring The Rock and Seann William Scott and it's really funny actually but seems quite short though. Also watched the 'Battle Royale II', it's really good but not better than the first one - first one is a classic!
Been trying to shorten my magazine piles in the storage box and it's only half the size now :). Except there's about 3 boxes that need to be taken downstairs but goddamn it's heavy with those magazines! lol even dad can't pick them up :p. So my only solution is to let the boxes slide down the stairs as long as the boxes don't open up :p.........I've even starting revising today for January!! lol you might be thinking what?! but I'm trying to keep all the subjects info in my head so I can succeed much better results than this year - I think I did quite badly this year because of those Plonkers who were still here when I was revising and when I was doing exams so I really couldn't concentrate much. I just hope mum and dad don't let anyone stay in our house for long time because it stresses me out big time and I don't get any privacy :/
Thanks! to Hugo for commenting :).
Thursday, August 26, 2004
I'm a bit p***ed off today, actually more than that....I got my GCSE Maths result today and got a D :(. I need to get a C but looks like I have to do another year of Maths...Oh God. I thought I did really well this year but I still get an D. I hope they let me just do the re-sits and not the whole year again it's too much. I bet my Maths tutor is really disappointed but at least I didn't get an E (2003, at school I got an D) like I got last year...so yeah I don't think I'll be able to do A Level Chemistry since you need C in Maths at our college but then it depends if they allow me since it's gonna be my last year at college.
I ordered some print copies of my exam papers that costed £36?!....a bit of a rip-off, if I ordered all of my papers it would cost well over £100. I had to ask the reception could I change my chosen subject Chemistry to A level ICT but said I have to come on the 8th September and that's when we start college. But I'm really worried though because the school leavers enrol next Thursday to college and ICT subject is quite popular and I don't think there will be any room left for me :/.
So I'm kinda in a rut here. But I'm gonna try to ask the Career Advisors tomorrow if I could enrol now because I fear I won't be able to do the subject and won't able to get to University next year. Everything is going wrong for me this week. Oh well it's life. Congratulations to people who passed their GCSE results today :).
Anyone got the teen USA singer 'Jojo's' album? it's an really awesome album if you like r'n'b...a very cool album, I've become an huge fan despite Jojo only being 13.
Thanks to: Bia, Hugo and Khushee for commenting :) My replies are in the comments and thanks for liking the layout :) a bit boring but oh well. Added a link in the 'bloggers I admire'.
I think I'm gonna start on my 'Business Management Course' today...I bought this course like since January 2004! lol and I still haven't started it. But it's a course you can do on your pace and can do either in 6 months or 3 years...if you wondering how can that happen I'm doing the distance learning course at home :). Maybe I should do an A level Chemistry home learning course and use the laboratory at college then probably I could pass it :) but maybe in future I'll probably do that.
I ordered some print copies of my exam papers that costed £36?!....a bit of a rip-off, if I ordered all of my papers it would cost well over £100. I had to ask the reception could I change my chosen subject Chemistry to A level ICT but said I have to come on the 8th September and that's when we start college. But I'm really worried though because the school leavers enrol next Thursday to college and ICT subject is quite popular and I don't think there will be any room left for me :/.
So I'm kinda in a rut here. But I'm gonna try to ask the Career Advisors tomorrow if I could enrol now because I fear I won't be able to do the subject and won't able to get to University next year. Everything is going wrong for me this week. Oh well it's life. Congratulations to people who passed their GCSE results today :).
Anyone got the teen USA singer 'Jojo's' album? it's an really awesome album if you like r'n'b...a very cool album, I've become an huge fan despite Jojo only being 13.
Thanks to: Bia, Hugo and Khushee for commenting :) My replies are in the comments and thanks for liking the layout :) a bit boring but oh well. Added a link in the 'bloggers I admire'.
I think I'm gonna start on my 'Business Management Course' today...I bought this course like since January 2004! lol and I still haven't started it. But it's a course you can do on your pace and can do either in 6 months or 3 years...if you wondering how can that happen I'm doing the distance learning course at home :). Maybe I should do an A level Chemistry home learning course and use the laboratory at college then probably I could pass it :) but maybe in future I'll probably do that.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Now I cut my hand with a knife this morning....I must be prone to accidents this week lol I better be more careful.
Hope you like the new layout :). I finally made a layout that's in a non-celebrity for once. It's not much but I like a bit of a simple style.
Oh and the new car that we order Citroen C5 from the showroom told us they have stopped making these cars :/ argh!...now why is it that everything good happens to us goes bad.
Now we are looking for another new car and don't know what to get. Mum and dad want to get either a Mercedes or BMW but I don't for some reason I rather have an Audi make but they are really expensive.
Where never gonna get a new car.
Had my eye test couple of hours ago and I didn't have the same man before thank god - he's a very miserable guy. I had a woman who was a bit hyper lol :p ....I was suprised I could read really small letters, you know that thing where you have to read the letters off by looking at the mirror?
I forgot what it's called. Anyways she sas my eyes excellent so I'm glad I don't have to wear glasses, because I tried some glasses on just to see what it would be like and I look so funny lol, all frames seem to be too big for my eyes. Unfortuntely for my mum she had to get new reading glasses because her eye sight has changed a bit.
Also bought some new CDs: Ma$e- 'Welcome Back', Shyne- 'Godfather Buried Alive' and Rasmus- 'Dead Letters'. Also bought the DVD I wanted 'Battle Royale II - Requim' the followup to Japanese 'Battle Royale' film. I was suprised to see Jeevan there (use to be in the same tutor for 5 years at High School), he's changed alot. Why do I feel like as if I'm the only one who has never changed after leaving school lol :p. It's really weird to see ya old classmates because they've changed alot. But usually in a good way.
Thanks to Khushee for posting in my last two posts. I decided to put all the comments that I return back in the comment box...because my posts seem to be getting longer and longer! :p I've updated 'playlist' and 'movies' on the left
Hope you like the new layout :). I finally made a layout that's in a non-celebrity for once. It's not much but I like a bit of a simple style.
Oh and the new car that we order Citroen C5 from the showroom told us they have stopped making these cars :/ argh!...now why is it that everything good happens to us goes bad.
Now we are looking for another new car and don't know what to get. Mum and dad want to get either a Mercedes or BMW but I don't for some reason I rather have an Audi make but they are really expensive.
Where never gonna get a new car.
Had my eye test couple of hours ago and I didn't have the same man before thank god - he's a very miserable guy. I had a woman who was a bit hyper lol :p ....I was suprised I could read really small letters, you know that thing where you have to read the letters off by looking at the mirror?
I forgot what it's called. Anyways she sas my eyes excellent so I'm glad I don't have to wear glasses, because I tried some glasses on just to see what it would be like and I look so funny lol, all frames seem to be too big for my eyes. Unfortuntely for my mum she had to get new reading glasses because her eye sight has changed a bit.
Also bought some new CDs: Ma$e- 'Welcome Back', Shyne- 'Godfather Buried Alive' and Rasmus- 'Dead Letters'. Also bought the DVD I wanted 'Battle Royale II - Requim' the followup to Japanese 'Battle Royale' film. I was suprised to see Jeevan there (use to be in the same tutor for 5 years at High School), he's changed alot. Why do I feel like as if I'm the only one who has never changed after leaving school lol :p. It's really weird to see ya old classmates because they've changed alot. But usually in a good way.
Thanks to Khushee for posting in my last two posts. I decided to put all the comments that I return back in the comment box...because my posts seem to be getting longer and longer! :p I've updated 'playlist' and 'movies' on the left
Monday, August 23, 2004
My finger still hurts from yesterday when I burnt my finger on the iron (I didn't look duh! lol :p). At least it shows how much housework I ever do! a very minimum work, I really do need to help out more just too damn lazy.
It reminded the first time I burnt both of my hands when we use to live at our grandma's old (Bibi) house - my aunt melted ice cream in her bowl (I was really young then) and I wanted to do the same except I put the ice cream in a steel bowl! And I burnt my hands didn't I...stupid!....there were blisters everywhere I never been in so much agonising pain before. But I always remember now not to be stupid when melting ice cream :p.
Oh and I added the 'GIRL' section finally! yay I got it done!...in the contents section on the left hand side, the other sections will be following up soon. Oh and 'my profile' link works finally.
It reminded the first time I burnt both of my hands when we use to live at our grandma's old (Bibi) house - my aunt melted ice cream in her bowl (I was really young then) and I wanted to do the same except I put the ice cream in a steel bowl! And I burnt my hands didn't I...stupid!....there were blisters everywhere I never been in so much agonising pain before. But I always remember now not to be stupid when melting ice cream :p.
Oh and I added the 'GIRL' section finally! yay I got it done!...in the contents section on the left hand side, the other sections will be following up soon. Oh and 'my profile' link works finally.
Saturday, August 21, 2004
I don't know what was going in my head yesterday when I enrolled for College because I've done one huge mistake I think. I thought thoroughly and hard and now I don't want to do Chemistry because it looks and seems so hard. I probably might do Psychology or Religious Studies if they let me change my subject...I hope so. I looked in our local paper and it showed people who passed their A levels. It showed mine passing one but everyone else seem to have passed more than 1 subject :/.
I don't wanna do Chemistry now because not many people pass it so there's no point for me doing if I wanna go to Uni with 3 A Levels. Besides I always wanted to do Psychology in my 1st year but wasn't allowed because I didn't get a C in GCSE Maths, so hopefully next week when I get my Maths result that I've passed and can do that subject.
But the problem is now is when the people from the last year of high school are going to be enrolling next Wednesday or Thursday for college and Psychology is a very popular subject and so I may not be able to do it :/.....I'm so stupid I should have thought about this properly, I should have known that I will never pass Chemistry no matter what.......feel really stupid now. Hopefully they will let me come on Monday and talk about it, I'm so worried now.
Comments by: Santosh (no problem and thanks for your comment, I do understand what you are saying here and you are right that grades are no indication of brain strength - I was just feeling upset though that I didn't do well as I hope to) and Sindhu (thanks for liking my site, I think Brandy is amazing I love her music and no problem) for commenting :).
updated 'dailies' links, added a bunch of 'resources' and 'for fun' links on the right hand side and I've also added 'my profile' link on the left hand side above the content section - but I do not know if it works, can someone comment to tell me if they can see my public profile or not, thanks.
I don't wanna do Chemistry now because not many people pass it so there's no point for me doing if I wanna go to Uni with 3 A Levels. Besides I always wanted to do Psychology in my 1st year but wasn't allowed because I didn't get a C in GCSE Maths, so hopefully next week when I get my Maths result that I've passed and can do that subject.
But the problem is now is when the people from the last year of high school are going to be enrolling next Wednesday or Thursday for college and Psychology is a very popular subject and so I may not be able to do it :/.....I'm so stupid I should have thought about this properly, I should have known that I will never pass Chemistry no matter what.......feel really stupid now. Hopefully they will let me come on Monday and talk about it, I'm so worried now.
Comments by: Santosh (no problem and thanks for your comment, I do understand what you are saying here and you are right that grades are no indication of brain strength - I was just feeling upset though that I didn't do well as I hope to) and Sindhu (thanks for liking my site, I think Brandy is amazing I love her music and no problem) for commenting :).
updated 'dailies' links, added a bunch of 'resources' and 'for fun' links on the right hand side and I've also added 'my profile' link on the left hand side above the content section - but I do not know if it works, can someone comment to tell me if they can see my public profile or not, thanks.
Friday, August 20, 2004
I got my results yesterday and they are just ok except one is bad. For my full A Level (2 years) Sociology I got an D grade I was couple marks off to getting an C which is vital for my future. In AS (1st year) Law I got an E again couple of marks off to getting an D. And for my AS Level (1st year) Government & Politics I got an U which means I failed that subject :/. How bad is that?!...So yeah I was upset yesterday because of my crap results. So I'll be staying another year at College and will be having a new tutor so hopefully I can do re-sits 1 Sociology paper, 2 Law papers and 2 Government & Politics paper in January.
Had to go to college again today (didn't go sleep properly last night because of my grades) and I was kinda knackered. I enrolled for A2 Law (2nd year of Law), Business Studies and Chemistry - I don't how the hell I'm gonna do chemistry because I'm not that really brainy at it but it's good for employment and seems interesting but I'm gonna need a lot of help on this subject. However for me to do Chemistry I need a damn C in my GCSE Maths and I don't get my results for my maths till next Thursay. So hopefully I passed otherwise there's no other good AS level subjects to do. My timetable is terrible but I think I'm just saying that because I don't get no day off this time :p. It's not only that though for one my Law lesson it will be only an hour long on Tuesday and the rest of the day I don't have anything to do which I think is stupid timing. I wished they put the Law lesson on Thursday on a day that I got to college for a full day, then I could have the Tuesday off....Oh well.
But I think the really worst thing about going to College for another year is that there will be new people and nearly all of my friends are going to Universities this September and I'm still left behind. The thing is I find it hard to make new friends because I'm very shy and very nervous and I'm worried I won't make any friends, I'll be like an loner....but then that don't make any differences because I'm already loner. :p Oh another problem if I do the re-sits then i'll have to do the 5 papers in January with another 3 exams!!! (3 more exams because the 1st paper from each subject I'm doing this September will be in January also). I'm kinda panicking I won't do so well as I want to, theres too many brainy people in College getting As to Cs....so unfair...I wish I was brainy but I'm so crap.
Thanks to Khushee for her comment - thanks I tried not to stress out yesterday but I think my results were just ok :p. No problem your blog is very cool and glad you like my site :).
Had to go to college again today (didn't go sleep properly last night because of my grades) and I was kinda knackered. I enrolled for A2 Law (2nd year of Law), Business Studies and Chemistry - I don't how the hell I'm gonna do chemistry because I'm not that really brainy at it but it's good for employment and seems interesting but I'm gonna need a lot of help on this subject. However for me to do Chemistry I need a damn C in my GCSE Maths and I don't get my results for my maths till next Thursay. So hopefully I passed otherwise there's no other good AS level subjects to do. My timetable is terrible but I think I'm just saying that because I don't get no day off this time :p. It's not only that though for one my Law lesson it will be only an hour long on Tuesday and the rest of the day I don't have anything to do which I think is stupid timing. I wished they put the Law lesson on Thursday on a day that I got to college for a full day, then I could have the Tuesday off....Oh well.
But I think the really worst thing about going to College for another year is that there will be new people and nearly all of my friends are going to Universities this September and I'm still left behind. The thing is I find it hard to make new friends because I'm very shy and very nervous and I'm worried I won't make any friends, I'll be like an loner....but then that don't make any differences because I'm already loner. :p Oh another problem if I do the re-sits then i'll have to do the 5 papers in January with another 3 exams!!! (3 more exams because the 1st paper from each subject I'm doing this September will be in January also). I'm kinda panicking I won't do so well as I want to, theres too many brainy people in College getting As to Cs....so unfair...I wish I was brainy but I'm so crap.
Thanks to Khushee for her comment - thanks I tried not to stress out yesterday but I think my results were just ok :p. No problem your blog is very cool and glad you like my site :).
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
I'm so stressed out!! I feel like pulling my hair out today. Most people won't think it's end of the world but I'm stressed out about tomorrow. Tomorrow I get my exam results back!....oh God!.....and I'm so sure I have failed that I might not be able to do the subjects I would like to do when I got to University in 2005. :/. I really am that worried, that's all I been thinking about. Everyone pray for me that I get good results tomorrow lol.
If I do get bad results I might have to take re-sits but I don' want to keep re-siting all time just in case in the future any University might think I only succeed when I do my exams the 2nd time round. But I'm just hoping, I'm crossing my fingers.
I don't think I will be able to go to sleep tonight, I'll be still thinking and thinking...feels like end of the world for me. I'll post tomorrow what grades I got but I might be too ashamed if I haven't done so and so....not feeling so good.
You know, I forgot it was India's Independence Day last Sunday? oops I totally forgot so did my parents...we don't forget about our pride but not much Indians these days in the UK don't talk about Independence Day as much as they did 20 years ago, actually my theory (I could be wrong) is that I think Asians are becoming less traditional then they were 10 years ago because everything is changing now, we kinda accepting things that we didn't before. One particular noticeable thing about me getting less traditional is that I only can speak a bit a Hindi...now how bad is that?...Okay it might be quite bad that I'm losing our mother tongue but I'm kinda glad our religion in the UK is less stricter then it was before and kinda broadening out of the horizons.
Thanks to Aedes (cool name!) for your comment - Sorry about you being unlucky about deleting your programs and stuff that does suck big time...at least I know how much computers can suck when it's get's f**ked up....lol it did feel quite funny when I didn't have no blank cds but I really do hate it when that happens. Thanks again for you comment.
I know I said I was going to put up a new layout with my next post but I didn't have time, I'll try to make it Friday afternoon after I enrol at College again - but my layout ain't gonna be that good I'm a below average at making layouts :p. Also updated 'dailies' and 'bloggers I admire' links. And sorry that my blogs are too long I'll try to make it less next time.
If I do get bad results I might have to take re-sits but I don' want to keep re-siting all time just in case in the future any University might think I only succeed when I do my exams the 2nd time round. But I'm just hoping, I'm crossing my fingers.
I don't think I will be able to go to sleep tonight, I'll be still thinking and thinking...feels like end of the world for me. I'll post tomorrow what grades I got but I might be too ashamed if I haven't done so and so....not feeling so good.
You know, I forgot it was India's Independence Day last Sunday? oops I totally forgot so did my parents...we don't forget about our pride but not much Indians these days in the UK don't talk about Independence Day as much as they did 20 years ago, actually my theory (I could be wrong) is that I think Asians are becoming less traditional then they were 10 years ago because everything is changing now, we kinda accepting things that we didn't before. One particular noticeable thing about me getting less traditional is that I only can speak a bit a Hindi...now how bad is that?...Okay it might be quite bad that I'm losing our mother tongue but I'm kinda glad our religion in the UK is less stricter then it was before and kinda broadening out of the horizons.
Thanks to Aedes (cool name!) for your comment - Sorry about you being unlucky about deleting your programs and stuff that does suck big time...at least I know how much computers can suck when it's get's f**ked up....lol it did feel quite funny when I didn't have no blank cds but I really do hate it when that happens. Thanks again for you comment.
I know I said I was going to put up a new layout with my next post but I didn't have time, I'll try to make it Friday afternoon after I enrol at College again - but my layout ain't gonna be that good I'm a below average at making layouts :p. Also updated 'dailies' and 'bloggers I admire' links. And sorry that my blogs are too long I'll try to make it less next time.
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
GOOD NEWS: The Holland lot have finally left our home for good and gone back to Holland! Yay!!!!!! lol....they went yesterday morning but I was still sleep though so I didn't really didn't say bye to them. But it didn't matter, even they were glad they were gone. Finally got some freedom :). So yup I'm in a happy mood for once. I also got my Japanese DVDs order from Amazon.co.uk because I'm beginning to become a big fan of Japanese movies :). Watched 'The Eye' last night it did have english subtitles. It is a very awesome movie it's scary and suspensable but I can't help thinking that Hollywood may probably do remake of this film since their are Hollywood films remaking Japanese horror this year. But if you wanna rent a Japanese film rent this one. Other DVD titles I got are 'Versus' (already seen on TV but I thought it was a very cool movie), 'Battle Royale', 'Shiri' and 'Audition'. I'm gonna try to get 'Ringu' (seen it on TV I thought it was good as well as American 'The Ring'), 'Dark Water' (seen it on TV very good and they are doing an Hollywood remake as well.I also got some new CDs the 'Rush Hour' - dance music quite good, 'Nina Sky' album quite good like Beyonce's music style and Anatascia - 'Sick & Tired' still like the song.
BAD NEWS: I bought 'Select: AntiVirus' it's not bad it's actually the best anti-virus programme I have ever came across and it's cheap only £6.99 (sounds like I'm advertising stuff rather than blogging lol :p sorry) so it's highly recommended to buy. The bad thing is which was my fault by the way was that I did not read the instructions of the program saying that you should remove any other current anti-virus programmes that you use on the computer. Well I forgot to unistall my old program and so when I installed the new program my comp frozed everytime I kept starting it up yesterday and nearly lost most of the files...argh!!!!!!!!!!!....but after about 15 times of restarting the comp I quickly removed the new anti-virus program and my PC finally worked again! :). But I didn't have an unistaller for my old 'Norton Anti-Virus' therefore I had to set-up the whole computer again - meaning I had to recover my comp to get it back to how it was when I first bought the comp. So yes I was in a pretty bad mood it took nearly 2 hours to do! obviously I did save all my files on to CD first....but that was another problem...goddamn it!....I didn't have any blank CDs left at all and had to go to Staples store when it was totally packed with massive queues (somehow packed on a Monday?)...I was so damn frustrated....my computer is all up but I now have to install so many programs on my comp all over again!....that you just hate it when your comp does that but it actually shows you that how much you love your comp and miss it lol :p like me...I know sad but it's very much true....another bad news which I keep repeating (sorry ;p) I'm getting my exams results this thursday and I know I have done bad and I have to enrol on friday and I don't know what subjects to do.
Thankyou so much to people who commented: Serena (lol I agree with you too probably we girls can't function without 'me' days lol - hope ya life get's better than mine :) and Beatriz (Thanks for liking my blog, yup it is too bad I can't understand your site but it's still very cool :)...I thought no one actually visited my blog lol :p.
Updated 'right now', 'songs', 'album' playlist, 'dvd/cinema' movies and probably putting up a new layout on next post. Oh cool is the Blog navbar on top of my page? it's much more easier now to blog.
BAD NEWS: I bought 'Select: AntiVirus' it's not bad it's actually the best anti-virus programme I have ever came across and it's cheap only £6.99 (sounds like I'm advertising stuff rather than blogging lol :p sorry) so it's highly recommended to buy. The bad thing is which was my fault by the way was that I did not read the instructions of the program saying that you should remove any other current anti-virus programmes that you use on the computer. Well I forgot to unistall my old program and so when I installed the new program my comp frozed everytime I kept starting it up yesterday and nearly lost most of the files...argh!!!!!!!!!!!....but after about 15 times of restarting the comp I quickly removed the new anti-virus program and my PC finally worked again! :). But I didn't have an unistaller for my old 'Norton Anti-Virus' therefore I had to set-up the whole computer again - meaning I had to recover my comp to get it back to how it was when I first bought the comp. So yes I was in a pretty bad mood it took nearly 2 hours to do! obviously I did save all my files on to CD first....but that was another problem...goddamn it!....I didn't have any blank CDs left at all and had to go to Staples store when it was totally packed with massive queues (somehow packed on a Monday?)...I was so damn frustrated....my computer is all up but I now have to install so many programs on my comp all over again!....that you just hate it when your comp does that but it actually shows you that how much you love your comp and miss it lol :p like me...I know sad but it's very much true....another bad news which I keep repeating (sorry ;p) I'm getting my exams results this thursday and I know I have done bad and I have to enrol on friday and I don't know what subjects to do.
Thankyou so much to people who commented: Serena (lol I agree with you too probably we girls can't function without 'me' days lol - hope ya life get's better than mine :) and Beatriz (Thanks for liking my blog, yup it is too bad I can't understand your site but it's still very cool :)...I thought no one actually visited my blog lol :p.
Updated 'right now', 'songs', 'album' playlist, 'dvd/cinema' movies and probably putting up a new layout on next post. Oh cool is the Blog navbar on top of my page? it's much more easier now to blog.
Saturday, August 14, 2004
Those Plonkers are so damn useless! (referring to my cousin and his wife from Holland)...they get me so angry right, they are going out everyday trying to ignore us like where nothing when we let them stay in our home for free and feeding them for free...for f**k's sake!!...I seriously do hate them more than anything, I never thought how we think we know what people are like and how they are but once you get to know them more or letting them stay your house for over a year they show their true colours that they never show to someone else nor their parents to make themselves look innocent.........
.............argh! my life is crap as hell! and I'm a total bore no wonder I only have few friends. I wish I had more confidence and looked more prettier then maybe people will probably like me more...ugh....sorry I'm having one of those "me sorry days" but I think I have that nearly everyday....
updated 'right now' and added 2 new 'link me' buttons
.............argh! my life is crap as hell! and I'm a total bore no wonder I only have few friends. I wish I had more confidence and looked more prettier then maybe people will probably like me more...ugh....sorry I'm having one of those "me sorry days" but I think I have that nearly everyday....
updated 'right now' and added 2 new 'link me' buttons
Friday, August 13, 2004
Just a little note that I've added "Right Now" as well as my sites on the left hand side and some new links on the right hand side of this page :) ......pretty much nothing going on today, alot of people I've seen in shop are superficial as you know it's the Friday 13th Today :p but I keep thinking of the movie series with Jamie Lee Curtis in "Fiday 13th" series lol :p
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Okay well the Plonker my cousin from Holland came back to UK yesterday on the bus about 4ish but I didn't say hello to him until 9pmish :p because I didn't wanna see him...really they are all using us and don't even care. But anyways his wife's visa came and so hopeully tomorrow or saturday they will go to Holland for good, hopefully. I miss my freedom so much when it was just mum, dad and I in our house until it got invaded my two Plonker cousin's family unit from Holland and one's who stayed in Canada for a while. I really can't wait this weekend ;)
Went to look for a new car with dad and his friend after lunch, but I didn't want to go at first because I know dad takes forever and agrees with what other people think of the car, rather than what he likes. We first went to see a Vauxhall car but I didn't what type it is but all I knew it was small, and I don't like small cars because of the small space in the back seats and I always feel I'm gonna suffocate. Like my younger auntie has a sporty lookalike Ford Puma car but I hate sitting in the back, I totally have a bad phobia but I'm usually okay on the front. Anyways the car we were looking at I didn't like much but we asked how much they think our car we got at the moment would cost for part exchange. Well the dealer who was serving us said "don't take it the wrong way but our car company would say your people carrier was worthless". My dad and friend got mad and just walked off. Okay I can understand how my dad and his friend felt but I felt sorry for the young looking dealer because he was only doing his job so I said sorry about dad's behaviour...dads uh? what are they like...
The thing was our car we currently got is an import from Japan and therefore our car would be worthless for part exchange or for auction in the UK....but I still love our people carrier it's a Toyota Esteema (94' make) and apparentley one of the very few cars seen in Britain. But I have to say from all cars we had (all second hand cars) which believe me were very many I would say the Toyota car is my favourite one. We even hand a 2nd BMW but frankly I didn't like it but everyone else did. My dream car would be an Audi or a Vauxhall car and cars that are made by larger families like a people carrier or a state car I like alot, although theres only me, mum and dad :p.
We went back to our shop and I told mum to come with us to another car showroom but she didn't wanna go because she didn't wanna leave those cousins in our shop they are so unreliable - they also just came back from somewhere and went upstairs when we came back to shop at the same time and so frankly yes they seemed p***ed off but that made me happy :p yes evil I know. We went to see Citroen cars as well as Vauxhall cars. My dad and his friend liked the Citroen C5 that looks really really long, I lied the Citroen Picasso car as like before they are big and spacious inside and my mum liked the new Vauxhall 7 seater car which I also liked. We had a test drive in the Citroen C5 and my dad liked driving but his friend loved driving it and loved the car but I thought it was alright. Anyways we told the Citroen car dealer where gonna check the next door neighbour Vauxhall showroom. Mum really loved the state car. We had a test drive in that state car as well as Citroen they had to fill them up with Petrol a little. But when the dealer was putting petrol for the Vauxhall we were driving dad was having 2nd thoughts whether we should go further with test drive in the car because he thought the car was okay but didn't have enough power which was true.
...So we went back to the Citroen dealer and I couldn't believe it that dad really wants to buy a new car!!! - I should throw a damn huge party! lol because he always said everytime we had a different car then where gonna get a new car but we always get a 2nd hand car. I didn't believe him this time but he was serious and so was mum :) ......But anways mum and dad said it was up to me which car I liked from the Citroen C5, Vauxhall or possiblly Citroen Picasso. My heart was definitely on Citroen Picasso but my dad's friend kept saying that the C5 is which more better than Picasso, he said that "don't you want to look posh?"...frankly no I don't I don't associate a person's class with a car...along as the car is comfortable, flexible, easy to drive and spacious then that's the car that I will go for. But anyways they liked the C5 and I thought it was alright but I told my parents it's up to them it's not like I'm gonna drive it and if they want to look posh then they should buy C5 if they want but seriously I was hoping they wouldn't.
.................but then i said yeah then letes get the C5 car then just to make mum and dad happy as well as my dad's friend - he loved the car therefore persuaded us to buy the car but my heart was not set on it, oh well....we've ordered the new Citroen C5 car now hopefully get it by beginning of September....I might not sound excited because I wanted them to but the Citroen Picasso but I'm still happy that we finally got a new car not a second hand car like as usual :p
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Went to look for a new car with dad and his friend after lunch, but I didn't want to go at first because I know dad takes forever and agrees with what other people think of the car, rather than what he likes. We first went to see a Vauxhall car but I didn't what type it is but all I knew it was small, and I don't like small cars because of the small space in the back seats and I always feel I'm gonna suffocate. Like my younger auntie has a sporty lookalike Ford Puma car but I hate sitting in the back, I totally have a bad phobia but I'm usually okay on the front. Anyways the car we were looking at I didn't like much but we asked how much they think our car we got at the moment would cost for part exchange. Well the dealer who was serving us said "don't take it the wrong way but our car company would say your people carrier was worthless". My dad and friend got mad and just walked off. Okay I can understand how my dad and his friend felt but I felt sorry for the young looking dealer because he was only doing his job so I said sorry about dad's behaviour...dads uh? what are they like...
The thing was our car we currently got is an import from Japan and therefore our car would be worthless for part exchange or for auction in the UK....but I still love our people carrier it's a Toyota Esteema (94' make) and apparentley one of the very few cars seen in Britain. But I have to say from all cars we had (all second hand cars) which believe me were very many I would say the Toyota car is my favourite one. We even hand a 2nd BMW but frankly I didn't like it but everyone else did. My dream car would be an Audi or a Vauxhall car and cars that are made by larger families like a people carrier or a state car I like alot, although theres only me, mum and dad :p.
We went back to our shop and I told mum to come with us to another car showroom but she didn't wanna go because she didn't wanna leave those cousins in our shop they are so unreliable - they also just came back from somewhere and went upstairs when we came back to shop at the same time and so frankly yes they seemed p***ed off but that made me happy :p yes evil I know. We went to see Citroen cars as well as Vauxhall cars. My dad and his friend liked the Citroen C5 that looks really really long, I lied the Citroen Picasso car as like before they are big and spacious inside and my mum liked the new Vauxhall 7 seater car which I also liked. We had a test drive in the Citroen C5 and my dad liked driving but his friend loved driving it and loved the car but I thought it was alright. Anyways we told the Citroen car dealer where gonna check the next door neighbour Vauxhall showroom. Mum really loved the state car. We had a test drive in that state car as well as Citroen they had to fill them up with Petrol a little. But when the dealer was putting petrol for the Vauxhall we were driving dad was having 2nd thoughts whether we should go further with test drive in the car because he thought the car was okay but didn't have enough power which was true.
...So we went back to the Citroen dealer and I couldn't believe it that dad really wants to buy a new car!!! - I should throw a damn huge party! lol because he always said everytime we had a different car then where gonna get a new car but we always get a 2nd hand car. I didn't believe him this time but he was serious and so was mum :) ......But anways mum and dad said it was up to me which car I liked from the Citroen C5, Vauxhall or possiblly Citroen Picasso. My heart was definitely on Citroen Picasso but my dad's friend kept saying that the C5 is which more better than Picasso, he said that "don't you want to look posh?"...frankly no I don't I don't associate a person's class with a car...along as the car is comfortable, flexible, easy to drive and spacious then that's the car that I will go for. But anyways they liked the C5 and I thought it was alright but I told my parents it's up to them it's not like I'm gonna drive it and if they want to look posh then they should buy C5 if they want but seriously I was hoping they wouldn't.
.................but then i said yeah then letes get the C5 car then just to make mum and dad happy as well as my dad's friend - he loved the car therefore persuaded us to buy the car but my heart was not set on it, oh well....we've ordered the new Citroen C5 car now hopefully get it by beginning of September....I might not sound excited because I wanted them to but the Citroen Picasso but I'm still happy that we finally got a new car not a second hand car like as usual :p
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Only 3 weeks left till college starts all over again....argh! my life is over....I can't believe the summer holidays are going so quickly, I mean I've only been lazy most of the time but then relatives kept coming 24/7, I seriously waste all my free time. Got lots to do in 3 weeks then :p.
I'm getting my results next thursday...arghhhh!!!! help me!! I don't think I've done well this year although I think I may did better than last year...I feel like a failure because I always set myself targets but I never get around to do it because I think I have time but then I waste it over friggin' nothing :/....I so wish I was well organised in my life. Another problem is that I dunno what I really wanna do at Uni in the future. Well I mean I do mostly Law degree but it will depend on my results and whether Uni will accept me. I don't think any Uni's will accept me in the future when I finish College :/.
Watch "The Abyss" on TV last night, I still love the movie. To tell you the truth I haven't watched much TV for nearly over a year because of those cousins from Holland and Canada living in our house. At least we got one family unit gone, still waiting for the Holland lot to go this weekend hopefully.
Hopefully going to see "The Village" this weekend. I know it's been getting mixed views from the US but that's because the trailers are kinda misleading and people thinking it will be horror which it ain't, it is more of romance, thriller and psychological horror. But still gonna see it I'm a huge fan of M Night Shyamalan's work as well as having the amazing actor Joaquin Phoenix :p. I'm gonna start on my "Business Management" distance learning course which I got since Feburary, oops!
Oh and visit JibJab Times - a very cool site and blog, watch the animation it's so damn funny! :P ....Oh and I joined some more web directories look on right hand side of page where it says "Listed at".
I'm getting my results next thursday...arghhhh!!!! help me!! I don't think I've done well this year although I think I may did better than last year...I feel like a failure because I always set myself targets but I never get around to do it because I think I have time but then I waste it over friggin' nothing :/....I so wish I was well organised in my life. Another problem is that I dunno what I really wanna do at Uni in the future. Well I mean I do mostly Law degree but it will depend on my results and whether Uni will accept me. I don't think any Uni's will accept me in the future when I finish College :/.
Watch "The Abyss" on TV last night, I still love the movie. To tell you the truth I haven't watched much TV for nearly over a year because of those cousins from Holland and Canada living in our house. At least we got one family unit gone, still waiting for the Holland lot to go this weekend hopefully.
Hopefully going to see "The Village" this weekend. I know it's been getting mixed views from the US but that's because the trailers are kinda misleading and people thinking it will be horror which it ain't, it is more of romance, thriller and psychological horror. But still gonna see it I'm a huge fan of M Night Shyamalan's work as well as having the amazing actor Joaquin Phoenix :p. I'm gonna start on my "Business Management" distance learning course which I got since Feburary, oops!
Oh and visit JibJab Times - a very cool site and blog, watch the animation it's so damn funny! :P ....Oh and I joined some more web directories look on right hand side of page where it says "Listed at".
Monday, August 09, 2004
Went to see I, Robot yesterday and is very good, recommended to watch it. Not just because of the awesome Will Smith the story is excellent, the robots are wow and the whole computer CGI is just amazing and doesn't look so fake like other type of movies. Even though I never read the book which maybe why I like the movie so much but people have to realise you can't always copy every single detail from a book into an movie.
My cousin's dad from Holland finally went back home on Tuesday :) but hopefully my cousin's wife will get her visa this weekend and then she can finally move out our house for good! well that's hoping.
My week has been kinda boring I haven't actually been doing much except going on the internet and feeling really lonely. I guess it's my fault for feeling like because I don't interact as much as I should with my friends and other people but it's hard for me since I'm very shy and nervous which is why I think people think I'm stand offish.
What's been getting hot in my collar is Asians who have views against an Asian person going out with another race person. What I'm trying to say some of my family members were saying how can an Asian person can go out with another colour person such as a White person, when they should marry an Asian person....argh!! I know that is traditional view but the thing that gets me mad is that males in the Asian families can get married to an White girl but when it's an Asian girl with an White boy then no way....which I think is completely wrong, I mean why do boys get away with so many things but girls can't and not having much freedom as they should. Okay I know alot of Asians won't agree with me thinking it's alright for an Asian girl to go out with a White person but think it in this way......
1. if Asians think it's wrong for people to be racist towards them because of their skin colour, culture, beliefs etc (I agree with this 100%), then why do Asian thinks it's wrong for an Asian girl to go with a White boy? doesn't that make Asian racists as well towards others races?.....It really doesn't make sense I mean okay we may not be same races, have different beliefs and different cultures but where all same human beings, where all alike in so many ways, I mean if you love someone then why does colour of your skin matter? .....unless some people are scared of what other people might think but they shouldn't be ashamed, you know?
This debate can go on forever and many people can agree or disagree with me but this is what I believe in and I believe if doesn't matter if two people aren't the same colour, if they do share love and care and that's the only things that really matters....
Updated the playlist, top 5 movies to rent and see in cinema as well as the August calendar on the left hand side of this blog page.
My cousin's dad from Holland finally went back home on Tuesday :) but hopefully my cousin's wife will get her visa this weekend and then she can finally move out our house for good! well that's hoping.
My week has been kinda boring I haven't actually been doing much except going on the internet and feeling really lonely. I guess it's my fault for feeling like because I don't interact as much as I should with my friends and other people but it's hard for me since I'm very shy and nervous which is why I think people think I'm stand offish.
What's been getting hot in my collar is Asians who have views against an Asian person going out with another race person. What I'm trying to say some of my family members were saying how can an Asian person can go out with another colour person such as a White person, when they should marry an Asian person....argh!! I know that is traditional view but the thing that gets me mad is that males in the Asian families can get married to an White girl but when it's an Asian girl with an White boy then no way....which I think is completely wrong, I mean why do boys get away with so many things but girls can't and not having much freedom as they should. Okay I know alot of Asians won't agree with me thinking it's alright for an Asian girl to go out with a White person but think it in this way......
1. if Asians think it's wrong for people to be racist towards them because of their skin colour, culture, beliefs etc (I agree with this 100%), then why do Asian thinks it's wrong for an Asian girl to go with a White boy? doesn't that make Asian racists as well towards others races?.....It really doesn't make sense I mean okay we may not be same races, have different beliefs and different cultures but where all same human beings, where all alike in so many ways, I mean if you love someone then why does colour of your skin matter? .....unless some people are scared of what other people might think but they shouldn't be ashamed, you know?
This debate can go on forever and many people can agree or disagree with me but this is what I believe in and I believe if doesn't matter if two people aren't the same colour, if they do share love and care and that's the only things that really matters....
Updated the playlist, top 5 movies to rent and see in cinema as well as the August calendar on the left hand side of this blog page.
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