Saturday, January 15, 2005

It's been a pretty bad week:
I just got my Maths GCSE results back (I did re-sit in November) and I got a damn D again!.....I can't seem to get a C grade :(...so I really gotta try my hardest in June although I don't think my teacher will be happy when she seems me on Tuesday :(.......

Last night the takeaway up our road got their car window smashed by kids before midnight and at 2.00am when I finally got to bed :p I heard loud noises on the front of the shop (my room is on the otherside, pposite of shop way) ...I thought they were newspaper men cos they come at this time putting newspapers in trolley but mum woke up saw some stupid d**kheads using the takeaways smashed window car and rammed it up into our shop shutters to break it down....thankgod we had shutters otherwise the shop would get smashed up...mum shouted at them but they drove off with the car....
it took police 10 minutes to come asked us what happened, they went to search for the lads (we know who they are as mum has banned them 100 times from shop) they couldn't find them but they took statements from us....and fortunately an house opposite of us saw what happened and knew who the boys were so they have gave their statements too .
....my dad has to go this morning to police station you know to give a proper full statement they said they got someone but didn't tell dad who it was, so I'm really hoping they get those b**t**ds (sorry for language but I'm still fuming about it) they really deserve to be banged up.

I just don't get it why do they do it?? do they think it's fun or something? or is it cos they are bored and high on drugs and alcohol? cos that will be the most stupidiest explanations I will ever hear if that's why they did it....it really is dumb to smash up someone's property just for fun they wouldn't like it if someone did that to their house but then probably they wouldn't be too bothered because all they do here the usual stupid teenagers around here is get high, get wasted and ruin other peoples lives for their fun....I'm still so suprised how mum and dad have never weakened or left this area by these stupid idiots for the past 15 years they opened the shop. I was hoping this year would be a better turnaround here but obviously I doubt that is ever gonna happen.


This was suppose to be Thursday post but I forgot to put it in my blog :p
THURSDAY POST BELOW:

I had a Law re-sit exam an hour ago so I'm feeling a bit relieved at the moment :p.....But I think I've messed up my last 2 questions because I forgot what cases to put on and I've put some wrong definitions :(.....I just hope when I get my results in March that they are better than last year cos I'm doing quite well in class on the Law knowledge but when it comes to exams I'm crap at it lol....really weird. Still got 2 more exams next week so I'm gonna be busy again....hopefully I'm busy on revision and not on the internet :p.

Feeling a bit angry with myself cos my aunties and mum asked me if I wanted to go to Canada in summer but I said no because I'm really afraid of flying....especially the last time I went on holiday to Toronto I was screaming my head off lol....but it's not really funny though cos I feel like I'm gonna die in airplanes as I always feel sick, my head goes really cold, I get a really bad headache, temperature and a really dried up mouth that I feel like as I'm gonna choke thinking my tongue is gonna flip back and trap my airwave....that's how I feel before I get on, during and after on the airplane!.....I know alot of people think I'm really stupid cos of that but that's how I really feel....I think my family might think I'm dumb and anti-social but it really isn't easy for me to just get on flight and think it will be a pleasant ride......I would love to go on holidays but this fear/phobia is holding me back.....I want to get professional help lol you know like hypnotism as I heard you get sucessful results by that....but if I wanted to get professional help I think my family will laugh at me but I haven't asked them about it so I dunno if that's what they are gonna do......but I am pretty embarrased by my fear.


I gotta fix all the forms on all of my sites because I did them wrong :p but it's gonna take a while......by the way please visit my JLo Fan Team :D it's a website dedicated to JLo fans or those who like JLo to help and support her through her career...please join and support thanks! :)

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