Hiya!
I was just surfing on the net and I've just went past this cool website! @ Unconscious Mutterings. It's basically each week this site will post 10 words and you have to respond to what first comes to your mind. I think it is really really cool and I'm gonna start doing this everything week cos it's really awesome. :p

Unconscious Mutterings.....

1. Dragon:: fly
   
2. Molecule:: coal
   
3. Tire:: flat
   
4. Mighty:: whole
   
5. Octane:: fume
   
6. Troll:: doll
   
7. Atmosphere:: love
   
8. Guide:: trees
   
9. Leash:: dog
   
10. Dustmite:: dirty
    

credit: Unconscious Mutterings

Some of the words that I've come up with are so weird! :p
Another site that I've been across for a very very long time but never really particpated in is: Friday Five. This is basically where you have to answer five questions and the questions changes every friday.
At least it's friday today so there are new questions :) I'm also gonna participate in this every friday if I can.

Friday Five.....
When was the last time you...

1. ...went to the doctor? Gosh it was a long time I think the last time I went was in June last year I can't remember for what though.

2. ...went to the dentist? I can't even remember probably October or November. I'm suppose to go again but I keep forgetting to make an appointment. :p

3. ...filled your gas tank? I don't have a car yet cos I can't drive yet but I'm gonna start driving test soon. But the last time my parents filled the gas tank was last wednesday cos dad went to India that day and we wouldn't be using the car much.

4. ...got enough sleep? My answer is a very very very very long time ago! Porbably the last time I had enough sleep was in October.

5. ...backed up your computer? Last month. I make sure I keep everything backed up now I don't want anything to go wrong like the last time on my old comp never again.

Credit: Friday Five

And that's it for today well for now, see ya.

What do ya think of the brand new layout? I hope you like it was suppose to be put up for Valentine's Day but my internet got messed up as usually.
Sorry I haven't been online since end of september that's been nearly over 4 months!!whoo that's alot. The problem was because of my internet connection problems and not only that I got cousins who lived in Canada for a while moved in our house since October and probably staying till April this year because they are thinking about moving back in UK and keeping the house in Canada or something like that. Some people may not think that's a problem but it is because they have an laptop and using my old computer to go on internet 24/7 while I can't really go on it cos they know what they are doing and they know how to hack into computers which is stupid. But I got around on how to protect my computer from my idiot cousins and I always lock my room door so they can't use my new comp because I know they are gonna look on what I've been on and hack into my emails as such, which is stupid don't you think to do? That's why I've been quite stressed out for a while. The only good thing that came out of this is that it allows me to do other things rather than being on internet alot and I really didn't know I've been missing so much in the real world. And the weird thing about this is, that my cousins from Canada go on the internet alot I mean alot and I'm thinking I can't believe you only surf on internet and don't do anything else at all when really I use to do that (surfing on internet 24/7 before my alien cousins came), but at least I know what my mum was thinking at that time and other people when I went on internet too long and causing rising internet bills (oops!). But I use net alot less now.
Anyways that's why I haven't been on net much as well as the added bonus of stressful college work that keeps on piling more stress. I did some resits in January they went alright I think better than last year, well I hope they were better than last year. I'll be getting my results in mid-March so I'm still crossing my fingers that I have done well. I've got week off from College this week yay! but I can't relax only stress cos there's gonna be mock exams next week nah!!! and double nah!! and my dad has gone to India from last wednesday till this sunday so it's even more stressful cos I have to help out with my mum alot in our shop and I really do hate it but at least I'm having a chance to talk to my mum properly well sometimes. Only sometimes cos I've got cousins from Canada and Holland living in our house and they are very very very nosey people (I am being 100% honest here...I know) so you can't really chat in private at all. This makes me happy that I'm an only child cos I take it anymore with so many family members driving me nuts aargh!!!!!!!!!!! lol! :p oh well I have to get use it some how.
My mum is gonna go to India next week on tuesday as well for 4 weeks!!! :( cos there's gonna be an wedding there and mum and my 2 aunties have to go there. So I'm gonna be lonely and alienated while she's gone cos I will have no one to talk to properly I mean I can speak to my dad but it's different you see with your mum. Okay I know y'all may thing I'm a mummys and daddys girl but thank God I am close to them though otherwise I'll have no one to talk to. You could say I'm a loner because I'm more of an secretive person and sometimes prefer to be by myself so no one can stress me out lol. But I do socialise with other people I just keep myself to myself cos it's much more easier and rather seek away from attention than seeking attention cos it's too much it feels like everyone is watching you and talking about you. While being outside the crowd makes me feel a bit safer from gossips.

Anyways nuff about that, I hope you like the Mariah Carey layout and I've updated the my sites, playlist, movies, calendar on the left hand side of this page and updated the layout info, dailies, link me buttons, credit on the right hand side for this page and not only that a new commenting box script from Haloscan - because the KlinkFamily.com does not offer the commenting script on thier server. So thanks! Haloscan.

I'll blog again sometime this week again cos I'm been tired at the moment. So see y'all laters!

Hiya again! :p
I'm blogging again because the Shout Out Commenter is not working at the moment due to the KlinkFamily.com server :(. Sorry for any inconvenience.

Okay well what happened on sunday, when I was standing in my shop my cousin Lakhy and my auntie came because my other cousin Pinny who is suppose to stand in shop with me was running late. Anyways everything went alright actually except I had to stand in the shop nearly all day because they and my aunt don't know much prices for the products (neither do I sometimes!) and so I had to do to do most work. My cousin eventually came nearly 3 hours later and I was so glad he was here because I was hoping he can stand in shop (as his parents have their own shop now so he knows what he's doing) except he is still quite p****d from his friends stag night do the other night and he has drank too much (he stinks very bad as well lol). So mainly both my cousins and my aunt did stand in shop at most times but I was standing in the shop and serving all day for 9 hours!! So I did feel quite knackered then but I'm glad I didn't have to stand any longer because there were some prices again I didn't know especially the beer we sell and some kiddy sweets so I had to make the prices up....and yup I did charge cheaper again just like last time I stood in shop when my parents had to go somewhere lol. At least it was another bargain day for most customers and neighbours :p......But it did go fine anyway :).

Do this happen to anyone else....when you get homework you say you are gonna do it after school/college had finished but when you get home you say I will do it in a hour. And you keep saying that until it's like really late at night and you've just realised you've still got some work to do :(.....it seems to happen to me alot of times now lol because I'm always on the internet or listening to music 24/7 and then it is too late to do my homework lol. I wish I was actually more organised but I'm too god damn lazy lol and just constantly feel I can't be bothered to do anything.

Nothing interesting has happened to me this week but we had to take my dog Rocky to vet medical centre has he had an appointment for an operation. I dunno what the vet guy said but I know he said my dog had hernia (sp?) :( (aawww my poor dog)....but he had his operation yesterday he was kinda drowsy after he had the surgery. It costed £375.00 but it was well worth it because my dog is my life (I know that kinda sounds bit weird lol) because as I'm an only child I've been use to having dogs as my company and they really do care about you and protect you. I kinda sound like the awesome rapper DMX :p has he loves dogs and he can relate to them just like how I feel. So sorry if that sounds so weird but I think I'm more comfotarble with dogs then people company don't ask me why. I actually remember the time when my first dog Yogi (yup named him after from the 'Yogi Bear' cartoon show I use to watch when I was little :p) was barking at my dad and nearly bit his hand because dad was about to slap me because I did something stupid I can't remember what. But anyways dad was shouting me and he was to slap me but Yogi came running straight to dad and starting barking at him. But at least I knew my first dog took care of me and I always felt happily protected by my dog because it did make me feel secure. So I still always love my first dog even though he was put down :( when we moved to a new shop/home because some other people owned after that and then they didn't take care of him properly. So I really hated those people for that. But the good thing my 2nd dog Rocky is exactly like Yogi so I do feel a bit secure still even though Rocky is quite a dumb dog lol :p

Anyways I gotta go and help out my parents in the shop and then do some homework for Sociology and Government and Politics even though I know I'm gonna do at 1am again lol :p
Oh I still need to email back some people so I'll try to email ya today or tomorrow.
See ya laters!
p.s. COMMENT IN MY SHOUT OUT BOX AND YOU'LL BE PLUGGED IN MY NEXT BLOG!!!

[site updates]: edited some of my site links and added a new section of my Top5 movies to rent/buy and to see in cinema :p and updated my calender schedule on the left hand side and added couple links on the right hand side.

Hiya :)
Sorry I don't have much time to blog again because it's late and I have to wake up really really early in the morning on a sunday (on a sunday!! I can't believe that day is suppose to be my lie on :p) because me and my cousin Pinny will have to stand in my parents shop because they are going to a wedding party, well I can't go because I got a test (already?!) on Government and Politics class on monday and some questions to finsih off for my maths and basically I'm not very fond of wedding parties. Yes you can say I'm very anti-social but oh well :p. Anyways thank god I'm not going on otherwise I'll just be bored sitting with the very older people lol because on asian weddings here *not meant to sound mean* the older family members tend to sit all together and talk about their false teeth and the way girls are dressing too tarty and that 'we never use to that in our time' or 'when I wa age...blah blah...' lol, you know?
I hope this entry is going alright and if you see alot of spelling mistakes in here then it's ecause my lightbulb in my room has just went out about few minutes ago so god knows how the hell I can write in dark because my eyes go all blurry and I have to down my screen brightness down lol :p
Oh thanks to Anjana and Sindhu for being the first people to comment here :) Thanks! and no problem Sindhu that I visited your fab domain :) and thanks! Anjana for commenting and reminding to add you as my aersome affiliate at my MPKDH fanlisting :) and yup Shannon did close down her domain :(

Anyways I don't have time to blog anymore or update this Blogger but I'll try to blog again tomorrow and tell you how my day was in my parents shop without them taking care of it! :p it really is hard to take care of our shop. This happened to me before me standing in a shop with someone else because I didn't want to go a wedding because I didin't know those relatives lol....you can check that in my archives if ya like and see how it went then :)

[pluggers]:*Sindhu *Anjana

Whoot! I done it again!! Lol very sorry I haven't had to chance to blog yet because my offline life is getting very hectic especially now I am in the 2nd yr at college. Believe me it gets much more harder!, lol. But anyways right now I don't have much time to blog so I'll do a quick blog today and then I'll try to blog again sometime this week and start blogging daily (eventually!) ;p.

Shannon has closed down her domain http://real-bitch.net :( I'm already missing her domain but I am happy that Shannon has still kep her other domain @ The-Fans.com and I'm glad she hasn't left the net forever because she was a really awesome host actually the best host I have had :) So Shannon thanks! for being a great host and a awesome friend even if I was the laziest hostee you ever had :p. Lately I've been less interested with making sites but I guess it's because college has started again and it's hard to maintain mulitple sites (well not this one as you only have to write what you want, post then publish and then voila!) as well as your learning study/homework/lectures etc and etc....
The Real-Bitch Smilies is moved to a temporary home for a while here, as I am gonna take a break from that site for a while when I finish the last 2 remaining orders. By the way some stuff still need loading up at my temporary home for the smilies so I'll try to sort it this week.
I still need to email back to people who have been sending me emails for the past couple of weeks, so I am sorry I haven't replied back to any of you all but I will try to get back asap :)

Okay this is great, I forgot what I wanted to post/blog about here. Eugh! I hate when that happens I only seem to remember when I'm going to sleep so that's not good :p. But when I finally remember what I'm suppose to blog about then I'll post again. :p

Another thing......what do you think of the BRAND NEW LAYOUT!!! =) it is from the awesome design site Vanilla Design!. Thankyou so much! I think the layout looks great with Jennifer Lopez :)........what do you all thing of it? I installed one of those commenters script where people can add their own comment on, why not you guys comment? I love people commenting :) ANYONE WHO COMMENTS ON MY SHOUT BOX COMMENTER WILL BE PLUGGED ON MY SITE! :)
As you can see from this blogger alot of things have changed like the setting etc unlike the last lazy blogger style template :p....I'll be adding some content up on here as well so I'll keep you posted about that :). I added some dailies/admired/credit/resources that I visit on right hand side - also fanlistings/cliques/webrings/button rotations/banner exchanges will also be added on this side too soon when I have chance to join some sites.
On the left hand side of this page I added some more new stuff like; archives/calender/playlist/blog chalk....more stuff still to come though!! :)


Anyways I gotta go to sleep cos I got a law lesson tomorrow morning and mornings are the worst time for me to wake up as I become quite a bitchy grumpy person but I eventually become more nicer when I feel alot awake/active ;p I'll blog sometime this week and give you all the boring details about the stuff that has been going on lately with my life as well as with some site updates.
Byee, good night! :p

[site updates]: edited links on right hand side, added a link me button, setted the layout properly.

GOD!.....DAMN!........the last time I've ever blogged here was.....wait for it.... 10 DAMN MONTHS AGO!!!!
Can u bloody believe that! I'm just thinking wow! where the hell was I for the past 10 months (well it feels like 10 years!)
Well HIYA everyone!! =) even though I should have started my post saying hi I just can't believe how long I haven't been here.

Alot of things have been going on around for me for those past months. I've been having bad anxiety attacks or as mainly known panic attacks. I never knew I had that before especially early last year when I was still at school and before I took my final GCSE exams and then it hit me that that's why I took so many stays off at school. Cos at that time when I went to school I got all hot and bothered, I start panicking for nowt reason, I starting to feel sick. So those were the signs I had panic attacks, sometimes I still have panic attacks especially if it's some place I don't wanna go like public places, god! I hate public areas I always seem to worry when I'm in one. I've never ever told anyone about cos I knew they will never believe me but thankfully my mum did =) thanks! mom.

Anywayz if you had the same signs like me or you know you have panic attacks remember to close your eyes and breathe in deeply and think poisitive to the outcome.

Okay now thats out of the way, I've haven't done much really in those past 10 months. But my computer did brake down last year and I was crying as if it was my baby or something! it did brake down badly so I couldnt be online for about 3-4 months and damn that felt soooo long!! I use to start getting bored without my computer lol cos I'm really addicted to it and when you are like me, you are a internet junkie!. Trust me on that......but then came a miracle in middle of April 2003 this year.....my dad (finally) bought me a new computer. I was so damn happy, it looked like as if my lost bestest friend came back! lol sad I know! but oh well that's me :p
I've been asking my dad for a new computer for 3 years! cos my old comp kept braking down and everytime there was a different bloke fixing my computer thinking they know everything when one of them didn't know how to turn the bloody computer on?! and I was thinking there, I thought you was suppose to be a computer genius?
Ah well......

I'm now at college Yay? not really. It's alright but it's still like school and the worse think about it everytime you enter to college.....nearly everyone looks at ya cos of the way you look and I thought going to college would be a different perspective to outlook of my future. But it's still good know I mean the subject I'm taking is AS Law and it's really really good but the other subject I chose is the most crappest choice I've ever chosen Sociology. Yes it's quite tad ok and bit easy but it's just not totally me and I've now wasted a year of my life to it. :/
I've met real cool people as I've been to college.....and one of my closet nw friends there is Salma......she's a really cool person and we do have quite the same personality so that's good! and she always there for me. So thanks! Salma for that :) ........you wanna know the worst thing the college can do to ya? losing most of your old friends :/ I really really do miss my old friends but that's the way it is. what I mean is that I've parted away from my bestfriend Nayla because of college - we are at the same college but we both do different subjects and she's met new people but I guess that's how the world goes..sigh....

ANYWAYZ I gotta go I'll blog later when I feel much wakier and happier cos I'm blogging at 3.00am is in the morning UK time :p
See ya laters... =) and good night....(and your thinking 'erm...don't ya mean good morning?!)