Wednesday, February 18, 2004

What do ya think of the brand new layout? I hope you like it was suppose to be put up for Valentine's Day but my internet got messed up as usually.
Sorry I haven't been online since end of september that's been nearly over 4 months!!whoo that's alot. The problem was because of my internet connection problems and not only that I got cousins who lived in Canada for a while moved in our house since October and probably staying till April this year because they are thinking about moving back in UK and keeping the house in Canada or something like that. Some people may not think that's a problem but it is because they have an laptop and using my old computer to go on internet 24/7 while I can't really go on it cos they know what they are doing and they know how to hack into computers which is stupid. But I got around on how to protect my computer from my idiot cousins and I always lock my room door so they can't use my new comp because I know they are gonna look on what I've been on and hack into my emails as such, which is stupid don't you think to do? That's why I've been quite stressed out for a while. The only good thing that came out of this is that it allows me to do other things rather than being on internet alot and I really didn't know I've been missing so much in the real world. And the weird thing about this is, that my cousins from Canada go on the internet alot I mean alot and I'm thinking I can't believe you only surf on internet and don't do anything else at all when really I use to do that (surfing on internet 24/7 before my alien cousins came), but at least I know what my mum was thinking at that time and other people when I went on internet too long and causing rising internet bills (oops!). But I use net alot less now.
Anyways that's why I haven't been on net much as well as the added bonus of stressful college work that keeps on piling more stress. I did some resits in January they went alright I think better than last year, well I hope they were better than last year. I'll be getting my results in mid-March so I'm still crossing my fingers that I have done well. I've got week off from College this week yay! but I can't relax only stress cos there's gonna be mock exams next week nah!!! and double nah!! and my dad has gone to India from last wednesday till this sunday so it's even more stressful cos I have to help out with my mum alot in our shop and I really do hate it but at least I'm having a chance to talk to my mum properly well sometimes. Only sometimes cos I've got cousins from Canada and Holland living in our house and they are very very very nosey people (I am being 100% honest here...I know) so you can't really chat in private at all. This makes me happy that I'm an only child cos I take it anymore with so many family members driving me nuts aargh!!!!!!!!!!! lol! :p oh well I have to get use it some how.
My mum is gonna go to India next week on tuesday as well for 4 weeks!!! :( cos there's gonna be an wedding there and mum and my 2 aunties have to go there. So I'm gonna be lonely and alienated while she's gone cos I will have no one to talk to properly I mean I can speak to my dad but it's different you see with your mum. Okay I know y'all may thing I'm a mummys and daddys girl but thank God I am close to them though otherwise I'll have no one to talk to. You could say I'm a loner because I'm more of an secretive person and sometimes prefer to be by myself so no one can stress me out lol. But I do socialise with other people I just keep myself to myself cos it's much more easier and rather seek away from attention than seeking attention cos it's too much it feels like everyone is watching you and talking about you. While being outside the crowd makes me feel a bit safer from gossips.

Anyways nuff about that, I hope you like the Mariah Carey layout and I've updated the my sites, playlist, movies, calendar on the left hand side of this page and updated the layout info, dailies, link me buttons, credit on the right hand side for this page and not only that a new commenting box script from Haloscan - because the KlinkFamily.com does not offer the commenting script on thier server. So thanks! Haloscan.

I'll blog again sometime this week again cos I'm been tired at the moment. So see y'all laters!

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