It's been a pretty bad week:
I just got my Maths GCSE results back (I did re-sit in November) and I got a damn D again!.....I can't seem to get a C grade :(...so I really gotta try my hardest in June although I don't think my teacher will be happy when she seems me on Tuesday :(.......

Last night the takeaway up our road got their car window smashed by kids before midnight and at 2.00am when I finally got to bed :p I heard loud noises on the front of the shop (my room is on the otherside, pposite of shop way) ...I thought they were newspaper men cos they come at this time putting newspapers in trolley but mum woke up saw some stupid d**kheads using the takeaways smashed window car and rammed it up into our shop shutters to break it down....thankgod we had shutters otherwise the shop would get smashed up...mum shouted at them but they drove off with the car....
it took police 10 minutes to come asked us what happened, they went to search for the lads (we know who they are as mum has banned them 100 times from shop) they couldn't find them but they took statements from us....and fortunately an house opposite of us saw what happened and knew who the boys were so they have gave their statements too .
....my dad has to go this morning to police station you know to give a proper full statement they said they got someone but didn't tell dad who it was, so I'm really hoping they get those b**t**ds (sorry for language but I'm still fuming about it) they really deserve to be banged up.

I just don't get it why do they do it?? do they think it's fun or something? or is it cos they are bored and high on drugs and alcohol? cos that will be the most stupidiest explanations I will ever hear if that's why they did it....it really is dumb to smash up someone's property just for fun they wouldn't like it if someone did that to their house but then probably they wouldn't be too bothered because all they do here the usual stupid teenagers around here is get high, get wasted and ruin other peoples lives for their fun....I'm still so suprised how mum and dad have never weakened or left this area by these stupid idiots for the past 15 years they opened the shop. I was hoping this year would be a better turnaround here but obviously I doubt that is ever gonna happen.


This was suppose to be Thursday post but I forgot to put it in my blog :p
THURSDAY POST BELOW:

I had a Law re-sit exam an hour ago so I'm feeling a bit relieved at the moment :p.....But I think I've messed up my last 2 questions because I forgot what cases to put on and I've put some wrong definitions :(.....I just hope when I get my results in March that they are better than last year cos I'm doing quite well in class on the Law knowledge but when it comes to exams I'm crap at it lol....really weird. Still got 2 more exams next week so I'm gonna be busy again....hopefully I'm busy on revision and not on the internet :p.

Feeling a bit angry with myself cos my aunties and mum asked me if I wanted to go to Canada in summer but I said no because I'm really afraid of flying....especially the last time I went on holiday to Toronto I was screaming my head off lol....but it's not really funny though cos I feel like I'm gonna die in airplanes as I always feel sick, my head goes really cold, I get a really bad headache, temperature and a really dried up mouth that I feel like as I'm gonna choke thinking my tongue is gonna flip back and trap my airwave....that's how I feel before I get on, during and after on the airplane!.....I know alot of people think I'm really stupid cos of that but that's how I really feel....I think my family might think I'm dumb and anti-social but it really isn't easy for me to just get on flight and think it will be a pleasant ride......I would love to go on holidays but this fear/phobia is holding me back.....I want to get professional help lol you know like hypnotism as I heard you get sucessful results by that....but if I wanted to get professional help I think my family will laugh at me but I haven't asked them about it so I dunno if that's what they are gonna do......but I am pretty embarrased by my fear.


I gotta fix all the forms on all of my sites because I did them wrong :p but it's gonna take a while......by the way please visit my JLo Fan Team :D it's a website dedicated to JLo fans or those who like JLo to help and support her through her career...please join and support thanks! :)

Being back at college feels awful at the moment because one of my exams is next week and I'm hoping I don't panic or forget anything when I begin my exams cos I always do lol :p.....hope me good luck!
Got my Japanese/Chinese/Korean CDs from YesAsia online shopping and most of them are awesome but the two albums I really like cannot be stored on my computer and I have to use the audio player software that is on the album :/
I can't really remember anything I done since Monday :x so you can tell my mind is pretty out of space :p....On Tuesday for my Law class we had to make notes for exam questions that she was gonna test us today like an exam practice...I was stuck with some parts but then I realised after exam that we were allowed to use the notes we made on Tuesday duh! :p
Gotta do homework for Business Studies tomorrow and were gonna watch either "Bride & Prejudice" (I've already seen it at cinema) or "AvP" on DVD tonight but can't decide!

Thanks to Bablu and Khushee for their comments :).

Hope everyone had a Happy New Year :) hopefully this year is much better and I did have an good time when we celebrated the day :)
I'm so happy that people of Tsunami disaster have hope as the money keeps coming in for the relief and it's helping them pretty well. :) Oh and my parents donated £100 to the relief to help those poor people.

Jennifer Lopez is back!! yay lol :p The new single "Get Right" is awesome and the preview for the music video is breath-taking! It's taken from her new album out in Feburary titled "Rebirth" so I can't damn wait!...on the first day the single and album release as usual I'll pick it up straight away! So I'm pretty happy my idol is back to dominate the charts to a new year! Remember to check her single out and buy her album!

Back to college tomorrow urgh! urgh! urgh! lol...I'm beginning to hate my last year maybe because nearly all my friends left college and gone to uni and I've hardly got anyone here to talk to :/ .........but it's not just that I got 3 exams next week and week after and I still haven't revised yikes!!! :( I can't help it! I can't be bothered to revise but I know one of my teachers is gonna test us on Wednesday so I gotta revise tonight....oh well I'll have to try my best but no one tells me to revise that's why I get less and less motivated.
Anyways gotta get my things ready for college tomorrow :( I wanna die lol....see ya later.

Thanks! to Bablu for commenting :).

argh! New Year's Eve already!......can't believe this year has gone too fast and I haven't even done much so it's not gonna be a memorable year.

I hope next year stores a better future for everyone especially those affected by the Tsunami disaster...please pray for these people who lost their lives by the disaster and millions who have become homeless but be grateful to those who are helping them directly.
If you want help and support the relief work for the Tsunami disaster then please send donations of cash rather than goods to: DEC Tsunami Earthquake appeal - it would mean really alot to these people.
I don't know if anyone feels the same but ever since Sept 11th attacks the world seems to be getting worser and unstable although those attack were not done by natural causes it still damages people still today. Even the innocent people in Iraq and Aghanistan are living in hell and it would take a very long time for their lives to become stable.
If anyone has any family members missing from The Tsunami disaster then please visit: People Match to find them now.

I just hope the new year will help provide answers to those things that affect people badly and hope the year becomes a better turn for the better.....it's not only the people suffering around the world, it's earth's environment and animals too that need to help too.....but you never know with the rate we going for not taking care of world where gonna pay it later. Not that everything is our fault but a little difference makes a big difference to little things in life.


I hope everyone has a good time and really help the world even just a little help will mean alot.......HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Did everyone have a nice Christmas?
I hope you have, I did :).....My cousins from Holland didn't come so that was good but overall a really really fun day.
The presents that I from my parents was the new JLo calendar for 2005!, 2 books - Michael Palin "Himalaya" and H. G. Wells "War Of The Worlds" ( =) I'm finally starting to read books again lol), I also got 2 perfumes Estee Lauder 'Pleasure' and 212 pink the new one and obviously Asian - Japaneses, Chinese and Korean DVDs :p. Oh and a box of chocolate.
From my older aunty/uncle/2 cousins I got another perfume like 212, a Mickey Mouse nightie, box of chocolates and Gameboy Advanced SP (yes really) as I use to love playing old games such as Mario with my cousins so that was great, I also got games with it (which I ordered from Ebay).
From my other aunty I got Nike Trainers which look really cool! and hair products stuff to make my thick frizzy hair more smoother - and they are quite expensive hair products which is why I wish she never got them.
And from my other cousin/mami I got a 3 Diesel purfume set! ..........so yup I did get alot of cool presents the weird thing is nearly every year everyone knows what they got before Xmas day because we always ask each other what we want and I'm the one who always seem to wrap most stuff, mostly wrapping presents that were giving to me! :p. So it's kinda pointless for us wrapping presents and it kinda becomes a waste.

A pretty fun night it was though cos one of my cousins bought 2 karoake games for Playstation 2 - one with alsorts type of music and the other rappin'/freestylin' music!....yeah well as I couldn't sing I only did two songs but I kept laughing throughout especially Lil' Kim song I had to cover cos she was bringing alsorts of rude words and I couldn't say it out cos the whole family will go eh?! lol...I think most of them got too drunk so some were kinda out of tune lol but I didn't drink and don't really wanna, I wanna be like my mum not drinking unlike my dad :p.
But anyways a proper awesome night! loved it!

...Has anyone realised that no one hardly plays board games anymore? I think everyone is using computer games too much and it kinda makes anti-social....I bought an board game last year "Cranium" but no one wanted to play it because they wanted to play video games and I wanted to play the board game at this Xmas but no one wanted too :/ - although the board game seems too hard to understand, at least it makes the whole family interact with each other but my cousins didn't want to :/. But it was still a fun day. Anyways gotta go.

Thanks to Bablu for commenting =).

Hi!!
sorry again for not keeping my promise of blogging I just haven't had the time to do anything because I'm so busy and so much has been going on. One main problem is my Broadband connection there's always seem to be something wrong with it and it kinda drives me nuts whenever I want to go on the internet it stops working...argh!!! That's not the only stressful thing....I have 3 exams in mid-january and still need to get 3 presents for my family members for Xmas day, double argh! lol...but at least it's not worser than last year where me and mum shopped for all presents on Christmas Eve!!...Not really looking forward to the exams though cos I haven't revised this week as I've only got another week off so I gotta revise now otherwise my results would be turned for the worst like as usual :p.

I can't remember exactly what's happened for nearly a month cos there's so much going on but it definitely has been stressful. I still got those idiotic cousins from Holland still here and they probably have to spend Xmas day with us :( - it may seem mean but I ain't gonna look forward to Xmas day with them because they kinda spoil the mood for everyone and I'm only use to spending time at Xmas with my closer knit family...oh well, I'll have to wait and see what they say today if they spending the day with us or not.
My puppy Tyson is so different from my older dog it's so damn hyper! which is what I'm not use to but it's exactly adorable like my older dog...although the weird thing is everytime the puppy needs to do his business he always does it inside the shop rather than outside and dad has to pick it up urgh!...I don't think I can do what dad does lol :p. The only thing that annoys me about the puppy is that it has to bite everything and so far he has made a huge hole in my college bag, hole in my jacket and cardigan and several holes in my skirt argh!! I need alot of new stuff now but skint at the moment because of Xmas shopping - will be going shopping again today later on to buy the last presents but not looking forward it to cos it's gonna be packed and it is Christmas Eve!.

Watched Blade: Trinity at cinema last week starring Wesley Snipes (Blade 1 is one of my favourite films of all time) and it was pretty good although the baddie Drake wasn't really good and it's not really Blade's story it's more of the Nightstalkers story but I still like it and I heard the 4th Blade movie is in production so I can't wait and I hope it would be much more better with more blade.

I can't remember what else to write here but I'll try to remember in my next post and I will try to post this time! and I'll also posts some pics of my puppy :)

Hope you like the new layout for winter! :) it's a free template from Weblog Design although my content is kinda in a mess it's more of a layout just for Xmas so I'll make a brand new layout soon so it looks right with my contents in place :).

Thanks for comments by: Khushee and Bablu .


Anyways MERRY CHRISTMAS I hope you all have an wonderful time on Christmas day and remember it's the thought that's counts and spend the day well with your family without the quarrels, arguments etc :p

Hiya!! sooo sorry for not blogging my site over a month again! it's been so busy that I've never had a chance to really go on the internet properly. Sorry again.
I'm so stressed out because of college workload as well as trying to write my personal statement for the university application that I'm panicking so much about because my tutor wants the draft in next week and get it done in less than 2 weeks...argh!! my statement is not interesting at all so I'm trying to find some examples to help me....it's just been busy busy busy for me :p.

Relatives come and go and now got the cousin plonkers from Holland (again!!) staying at our house for couple of weeks well hopefully less :p...I've had my Maths exams this month and I don't think I done so well. Oh well I'll have to do it again in June. Trouble with the youth as usual outside my parent's shop on Mischevious Night (the day before Bonfire Night) - trying to buy eggs and other vegetables to throw at our shop but my mum didn't serve them. They misbehaved and caused trouble at the Indian takeaway on top of our road and kids turned over the takeaway's car on it's side and put fireworks in it (so stupid). We must have called the police about 6-8 times and it took quite a while and they only caught one of the gang.....I love where I live because I lived here most of my life but I hate it at the same time because of the youth who are in drugs, boozing, smoking and basically trying to make other people's lives hell. They simply have no respect for anyone.

I got a big suprise last week when dad got us a puppy! (well someone gave them free) it's really cute it is exactly like my older dog Rocky an alsation/labaroder but kinda looks a bit like a rottweiler! It's about 7 weeks old now but my dog Rocky is still not use to the puppy cos the puppy is always biting lol - teeth are seriously sharp like needles and he always seem to bite me the most! Although when we got the puppy I was upset because I thought my dog Rocky was gonna be put down but thankgod he wasn't - I'm too attached to him like a man's best friend except it's like a girl's best friend :p. Where calling the puppy Tyson even though it was hard to think of a name. I wanted to give it an Japanese name but other people wouldn't be able to say it lol. I'll try to take some photos of him sometime and post it on here.

It was my birthday on October 26th and I'm 19 now! I kinda feel a bit old at college lol stupid I know. I did have an good time and I got a credit size digital camera from mum and dad although it's hard to use cos it's so didgy. I got money from everyone else. Me and my close family went out on the weekend to Wilmslow Road (basically an road full of Asian restaurants and Asian CD shops) in Manchester to celebrate my birthday. I had an really good time because it's really rare having an get together with my close family (everyone has moved everywhere, we all use to live in a close knit between 2 areas). Got loads of bhangra CDs and I'm actually listening to them for once! Favourite CDs so far is Hunterz, Lil'Sach, Veer Zaara, Raghav and Sophie.

As you can tell the new layout features the awesome film 'Veer Zaara'. We went to watch it on the first day it came out which was last Friday. Seriously awesome movie you have to watch it. Shahrukh Khan, Preity Zinta and Rani Mukerjee are amazing and the music is very beautiful. I'm proud for Yash Chopra who made the film because it's a cross-over story of an Sikh man and an Pakistani girl and there's less politics involved. As they say the young generation of today have more open minds than it was a long time ago and I'm really happy about that. As well as an relationship between indo-pak is beginning to be accepted slowly. So yeah if you haven't seen it go watch it even if ya never seen an Bollywood film go watch it's definitely worthwhile. Even my friend who is white went to watch it with us and she loved it too.

Anyways I'll blog laters (gotta email people and update websites) and I will try to keep the blog up to date now :p.
P.S I know it's late now but HAPPY BELATED DIWALI AND HAPPY BELATED EID MUBARAK.

Thanks to these people for their comments :) : Santosh, Bablu and Khushee.