I'm blogging to say I'm still alive! lol :p ....it's been a very busy week again and as usual my Broadband connection went funny and my whole computer crashed down and frozed....good job I saved my files otherwise I'll be pulling my hair out and screaming and blame it on someone else as I had to reinstall the whole computer all over again :p..............
there's loads to blog but I don't have time to write it all down today so I'll try to blog the events tomorrow or Wednesday the lastest hopefully.........I can't believe Mother's Day is just around the corner on the 6th March!! it's too damn early and it's my mum's birthday as well this thursday and I have absolutely no clue what to buy her at all!.....cos usually I use to buy well dad use to buy :p gold Indian expensive jewellery but she doesn't want them anymore and I have no idea what she wants ......and I actually have to buy an 3rd present for mum anyway cos I didn't get anything for her birthday last year oops! I know I'm a bad daughter :p but I promise to buy my beautiful mum presents this year.

Anyone have any idea's what can I buy for my mum's birthday and Mother's Day since the events are this week?!
Gotta go and do stupid homework.

Thanks to: Bablu and for commenting :)

I haven't blogged in the last few days as I had the mock exams so had to decrease my time on here...thankgod it's weekend :p.
I think my cousin from Holland and his wife who have been living with us for nearly 2 years! (although they seem like strangers to me) will hopefully be going back to Holland for good in the beginning of March - crossing my fingers hoping it's for definite.
Probably going to town to shop with my cool hip aunt which I haven't done in a long time but I definitely know how to save my money in a way now :p.....and probably going to watch the Bollywood movie too Black - been really eager to watch since it's different and has no songs and this time only 2 hours :p. Oh and I think the director Sanjay Leela Bhansali who made the film is awesome (Devdas is still my favourite movie).
Gotta check my email and have breakfast as I've only just woken up now so I'm half asleep still lol.

Thanks to Khushee and Bablu for commenting :)

I hope everyone who are loved-up had an nice Valentine's Day yesterday :)

Back at college urgh! but it's okay. Though I've got two mock exams on Thursday and Friday. I gotta revise tonight - it's gonna be a really busy week.
It's really weird seeing people change. I've seen a few people who I use to be good friends with at school and promised we will keep in touch when we leave college. But that's hardly happened lol...I saw an friend the other day in town with her new friends and I said hi but she just smiled and walked off...I mean there's nothing wrong with that but we use to be really close friends and she never even spoken to me for like 2 minutes...But I guess people change as time changes and you have to move on...but the thing with me is that I like keep the old things with me just so I can remember the really good times when I was younger but it's kinda like I'm a time trap which I gotta learn to move on.

Is it me or is time flying really fast for these last couple of years? I dunno why but I just feel like I've only spent like 3 months in a year :p and it's already February in 2005 and I haven't exactly done anything really but then probably that's the reason why I feel my life is going way past me :p.

By the way I have new sites opened :) check them out if ya like: Sanjay Leela Bhansali, Veer Zaara OST, JLo Fan Team and Joan Of Arcadia clique


Thanks to Bablu and Khushee for commenting as always :p

I hope you like the new layout :) it features the famous Japanese singer Ayumi Hamasaki - it's only recently I've been in J-Pop music :p.
This weekend my broadband has been going on and off so everytime I tried to post the internet kept going off :(. So hopefully it won't happen now when I post here.

Couple of weeks ago I went to one of my cousin's engagement party and it was quite good although he never showed the pic of the girl that he's going to marry but I think in the next 3 months we will be going to the girl's side for the engagement party so I'll get to see her then :).
On that night when we when to my cousin's engagement party we went to my other cousin's house :p to see her baby girl she gave birth to recently. She had an casceraen (sp?) but the baby is so cute although I'm shy and nervous around babies and children lol :P so that's why I hope no one passes their baby and children to tell me to hold them or take care of them because I just won't know what to do lol :p.

Going back to college tomorrow...urgh!! and urgh!!...I just don't look forward to college this year but it's only couples of months left and I'm counting my next term already for the Easter holidays :p.....I gotta do the homework cos I still haven't done it and it's in tomorrow eek! and then I got essay to do for tuesday!...so gotta get busy busy.


Thanks to: Khushee for commenting :)

Again sorry for my long hiatus from my blog :( ...my stupid broadband connection keeps messing up - everytime I went on the computer for the last couple of weeks my username and password kept changing which was really weird but I think this is happening cos the cash machine, phone, lottery and credit machine are on the same phone line downstair in the shop....so basically my internet is going to keep on messing up forever :/ argh!

I've missed so much online I need to get back into my old usual habit of checking others blogs out and JLo news and stuff :p.....actually it was good timing that my internet hasn't been working for the last couple of weeks because my health and wellbeing has well and truly taken it's toll over me...I've never been so burnt out before - I use to sleep like 2ish am and wake up like 7am for college then weekends sleep even later and wake up at 11/12ish in the morning :p so yeah my sleeping pattern was really messed up it was gonna take it's toll sooner or later....I mean doing that for a long period of years has kinda messed up my concentration as nearly every single lesson for the last 4 weeks I actually started falling asleep in them seriously :p but I am kinda getting into habit by going to sleep early like 12.45ish am at the mo' (not alot but I'm trying to cut down my waking hours slowly :p)

Same with what I'm eating and drinking has finally tooken it's toll on my health...I never liked drinking water so I always drank Lucozade and nothing else...so yeah never just drink fizzy drinks all the time because you get really unwell and have stomach problems with all that acid messing your system...but yeah I haven't touched Lucozade or any fizzy drink for a while and instead of drinking water which I hate I now drink diluted drink with water - it really does work it's made me feel so much better and less unwell.
I always use to eat the bad stuff meaning everything that was convenient to make in the microwave because it was easier and lazier :p but it kept making me feel sluggish all the time but I'm now actually wait for it..... :p.....trying to learn cook for once :p so I'm trying to eat the good stuff and eating more vegetables and fruit....I'm pretty happy with myself with these changes because it really affected me badly by being depressed and that but I am feeling much more better about myself now so hopefully I will continue like this cos I don't really wanna go back to my old habits.

I know this post sounds like how to eat healthy and keep a good wellbeing as such :p but it makes me feel better and hopefully everyone keeps a good wellbeing of themselves because taking bad care of oneself will take it's toll sooner or later....I think I mainly did this because I might have to move away from home if the university I want to go to is faraway and all these stories you hear about uni students drinking beer basically every night and eating mostly bad food so I had to get my act up :p and learn cooking because my mum won't be there to make anything, washing clothes etc
....eek! so scary thinking about all these massive changes that is gonna happen when I leave college but suppose it's a good thing to get away and try to be more of an adult who can take care of herself well...Other thing that I gotta tackle though is learn how to drive!! which I still haven't applied an license for :P but I really gotta though otherwise probably my dad will still have to drive me around porbably when I get into my 30's lol :p.

I got loads to blog still but there's too much already I done so far so I probably blog tomorrow....it's half term at the moment from college but going back to college on Monday :( and got a mock test for Business Studies which I haven't revised for yet :/.....gotta do 3 homeworks which I still haven't done, updates the sites and visit blogs/messageboards to check out so got a lot to do :p

.................oh and I forgot to say I got 2 offers so far from 2 universities :D although they are "conditional" offers which means it will depend on my exams in June :( but at least I did get offers I thought I won't get any.....still waiting for other 4 unis to respond back to me to see if I'm accepted or rejected...argh!!! I really hate all these waiting.


Thanks to: Bablu and Khushee for commenting :D
p.s. I'm gonna change layout out soon